You are not alone datasync. I once worked my soul out to give myself this "good boy" image to please my parents in spite of the knowledge that I can do whatever I want. I didn't party late, I didn't spend a night at a friend's, I didn't miss out on any homework etc etc etc. It shows that even if you are just pressured to do "good" things, you are a good guy. You're smart enough to take care of yourself and your responsibilities. I'm going to tell you something that I wish I did when I was still in high school. Take control. You have morals, that should be enough to keep you out of trouble. No one has to put you in a box and make you run in an exercise wheel. Some people just don't get that you can live a good life and at the same time enjoy it. Also, the only definition of being "good" that matters is yours. Just do your thing with that definition in mind. Everything should be swell.
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