06-09-2010, 04:33 PM
Hi there I have lately been thinking about what the feelings I feel mean and I'm hoping members here can help me out 
Basically I find myself being almost attracted to gay stuff. For instance this porn pop up appeared the other day with like a site which had gay videos on them.
I was feeling curious so I watched one and I have to say that they didn't disgust me and I didn't think it was wrong. However I did find it slightly arousing.
That being said I tried to picture myself like being in this gay sex situation and I can honestly say I am certain I could never do any of it. But why is it that I quite enjoy watching it? I love girls and I know that I would do anything sexually with a woman but I like watching the homosexual stuff but could never do anything sexually with another man?
Is this semi bisexual or something? I'm confused.
Basically I find myself being almost attracted to gay stuff. For instance this porn pop up appeared the other day with like a site which had gay videos on them.
I was feeling curious so I watched one and I have to say that they didn't disgust me and I didn't think it was wrong. However I did find it slightly arousing.
That being said I tried to picture myself like being in this gay sex situation and I can honestly say I am certain I could never do any of it. But why is it that I quite enjoy watching it? I love girls and I know that I would do anything sexually with a woman but I like watching the homosexual stuff but could never do anything sexually with another man?
Is this semi bisexual or something? I'm confused.