03-29-2012, 10:56 AM
(03-29-2012, 09:56 AM)Julia Gillard Wrote: if you would know my life then it would be easy to understand why i feel like crap all the time.
My parents are divorced
My mum has stopped caring about my and so has my dad
I have 0 percent social skills and nobody ever socializes with me only on the internet so not many
I have 0 skill in anything
i am on pills to help me sleep which makes my life that more harder
So i am usually at the point where i think why even bother if i have nothing i can do, if you all disagree that's ok but in my opinion i feel worthless.
between that and feel like crap and i am a depressing beanbag of emotions. i have no emotions!
Julia, here we are again , Julia, if only you know how special you are , it's a lie that you are worthless, its a lie that you know nothing, its a lie that you have no skills ! everyone is special and unique, so is you Julia , you can tell me off, you can shut me off but i tell you that you are created for a reason and it is a good reason ! what is the ultimate purpous in your life ?? i tell you Julia, is to be Happy, now you need to search inside of you for what makes you happy, what is it julia, deep inside you know, just pull it out and say it loud, dosnt matter what is it, just find it !!
You said you know how to use computer, Good, then learn something from, graphic desigh, hacking, programming, there are tutorials, videos, e-books all over, just dont waist you precious life julia, i have seen someone who gave hers life away doing stupid things risking death every moment, and when death came to her, she was gasping for a few more moment to stay alive but was too late !
Also i feel as though i am selfish and self centered. so that's another plus about me which is kind of a downside
for my depression