01-13-2012, 07:14 PM
Is watching porn and cursing making you feel you are becoming someone you promised yourself you wouldn't? To be honest, lusting after girls, watching porn and cursing really isn't all that bad. It seems as if there may be something more behind you feeling like you're a terrible human and losing interest in the things you like. Lusting after girls is natural, you don't have to fight the urge, just control your actions. Spend more time doing things you like that are in line with your moral and spiritual views, and focus your energy and efforts on doing things you WANT to do (that aren't self-destructive) and help others. Whenever you feel tempted, instead of doing something that you know will make you feel worse, make the choice to do something that will make you or someone else feel better.