12-14-2011, 11:36 AM
I tried doing what you guys told me.
I can't do it.
I know in my head I have to be grateful. There are people who would do anything for a job like mine, that struggle to meet ends. I used to be one of those people.
I just can't do this anymore. I can't do this work, I'm not good at this.
I have to stop. I'm going to pay a friend to help me get some work load off.
I will try to get them done better. I will do what I can this week do everything I can to finish on a good note and then walk away. I know I may regret this decision and I know this may be a mistake, but I feel like this situation is getting me depressed and the anxiety is unnecessary.
I want to take a break and then start over. It may be hard but I will do it, I'll make it work somehow, I have to.
Thank you all for helping.
I am thinking about getting professional help.
I can't do it.
I know in my head I have to be grateful. There are people who would do anything for a job like mine, that struggle to meet ends. I used to be one of those people.
I just can't do this anymore. I can't do this work, I'm not good at this.
I have to stop. I'm going to pay a friend to help me get some work load off.
I will try to get them done better. I will do what I can this week do everything I can to finish on a good note and then walk away. I know I may regret this decision and I know this may be a mistake, but I feel like this situation is getting me depressed and the anxiety is unnecessary.
I want to take a break and then start over. It may be hard but I will do it, I'll make it work somehow, I have to.
Thank you all for helping.
I am thinking about getting professional help.