I need some true emotional support.

[๖ۣۜDunsparth]

Ugh so here we go, i am not very active on support forums like i should be, so i feel bad asking for advice and everything but i feel i need to let go of some things and pour my emotions out instead of bottling them up, alot of you will probably think i am stupid and acting immature but whatever i just like expressing myself sometimes and the way i feel & i know SF is the place to come for that.
So lets get this started.

My name is Dj im 17 years old i live in california im a drop out because i went down the wrong path in life but have cleaned myself up, lately ive been feeling really lonley like forever alone, i try to talk to girls because i want to find a girlfriend but it seems like every girl i talk to has attraction in me at first and then i end up screwing it up, ive felt like i can not do anything right no matter how hard i try to be the nice guy, they end up hating me and not wanting to talk to me.
Im bi polar and i suffer from depression problems im also a stoner and a smoker, i want to quit smoking ciggarites since it is a horrible addiction i am also addicted to porn and masturbation (not trolling) i want to stop that too, i have a job and i am happy with it, but whenever i get home i feel lonley i only have a few friends in real life, but alot of acquaintances, ive posted a long thread on SF before in the emotinal support area and alot of the things that i wanted to improve i have worked on and i still feel like crap.
here is a link to my past thread http://www.supportforums.net/showthread.php?tid=19617

Can somebody help me please? im not looking for trolls and yes i know this is the internet but this is supportforums not 4chan.

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I also forgot to mention that i was talking to this girl for a while and we got really close and she was showing affection twords me calling me,hun,babe,sweetheart, and stuff like that and would always want to call me or talk to me and if we wernt on the phone she would be telling me she missed me so i took it into consideration that she may like me so i asked her out and she rejected me... and now im stuck like what the hell?

[Suhinderツ]

I can't really help with the other stuff but one piece of advice is: stop looking for love and it will knock on your door.

[D3xus]

I agree with the post above.
You don't find love... You meet it unexpectedly when you least think it will come.

[๖ۣۜDunsparth]

Alright i will take that into consideration, btw hello DΣxus ive seen you on HF before.

[Intel Core i 7]

Derp Its Ok You Have to Try Hs Again and try alot harder in life as they said love can be anywhere you have to be ready for the experience

[๖ۣۜDunsparth]

Derp Its Ok You Have to Try Hs Again and try alot harder in life as they said love can be anywhere you have to be ready for the experience

thanks man, they wont let me back in HS tho, but i am going to attend a 1000$ networking or computer repair class within the next few weeks im getting in it for free so im going to take that to my advantage then i am going to go get a job, and get certified and go back to community college and get my G.E.D or Hs diploma there and keep going to school for the next few years.

[Tony Montana]

thanks man, they wont let me back in HS tho, but i am going to attend a 1000$ networking or computer repair class within the next few weeks im getting in it for free so im going to take that to my advantage then i am going to go get a job, and get certified and go back to community college and get my G.E.D or Hs diploma there and keep going to school for the next few years.

Best of luck, I'm in Cisco Networking Academy through a tech HS, so I'm getting it all for free as well. Just study and take A LOT of notes. Send me a PM if you need help with the class, or anything in general.

[๖ۣۜDunsparth]

Best of luck, I'm in Cisco Networking Academy through a tech HS, so I'm getting it all for free as well. Just study and take A LOT of notes. Send me a PM if you need help with the class, or anything in general.

Thanks alot man i appriciate it alot, i want to get into both networking and computer repair but i dont think i can do 2 classes at once not to mention i have a job right now so thats extra stress that i can not handle.

[Infested Terran]

Where are you from in Cali? If you're in the bay, we can go biking and talk about it man

[Tony Montana]

Thanks alot man i appriciate it alot, i want to get into both networking and computer repair but i dont think i can do 2 classes at once not to mention i have a job right now so thats extra stress that i can not handle.

They're both great classes. Try talking to your boss and see if you can get less hours because of classes