09-05-2011, 09:27 PM
There's a girl I met back in tenth grade. I had been switched into her class completely by mistake and I didn't even need the class. But, as soon as I met her, I didn't even care about that. Within a few months I was head over heels.
Now, four years later, watching her date other guys and being there for her when it doesn't work out, I've still never been with her. I know I love her. I just know it. I'd give my heart and soul for this girl and I've made that clear to her. about a year ago, I over heard her talking about something rather personal she had done with her recent boyfriend to the rest of the group we hang out with. Now, before you jump to conclusions, she's not a slut or anything like it. But, when I heard about it, it absolutely destroyed me.
Recently, I've been spending a lot of time with her. She had just broken up with a boyfriend of over a year about a month ago and I was just trying to be there for her. Everything seemed to be tipping to my favor, and I thought maybe she would give me a chance after all these years. Quite the opposite, she wants to go back to him. And it's not like he treats her good either. They fight almost every other week. And when they fight, guess whose there for her?
We're both out of high school now, and I think I should wait a little longer for her. But, I don't know. Am I a good person?
Now, four years later, watching her date other guys and being there for her when it doesn't work out, I've still never been with her. I know I love her. I just know it. I'd give my heart and soul for this girl and I've made that clear to her. about a year ago, I over heard her talking about something rather personal she had done with her recent boyfriend to the rest of the group we hang out with. Now, before you jump to conclusions, she's not a slut or anything like it. But, when I heard about it, it absolutely destroyed me.
Recently, I've been spending a lot of time with her. She had just broken up with a boyfriend of over a year about a month ago and I was just trying to be there for her. Everything seemed to be tipping to my favor, and I thought maybe she would give me a chance after all these years. Quite the opposite, she wants to go back to him. And it's not like he treats her good either. They fight almost every other week. And when they fight, guess whose there for her?
We're both out of high school now, and I think I should wait a little longer for her. But, I don't know. Am I a good person?