social phobia,and now i cant even leave my house

[johnnyboy929]

hi to all,who read this and well if you dont well its cool i guess =/

im jhon

i had a nice life growing up
till a couple years back i got into pot

some people just totally fudged with my head

and next day i wake up i feel like people are all talking bout me in the street
and laughing at me and its just so horrible ive even thought of suicide

it makes it so hard with girls

and ive been like this for maybe 2 years now

i dont know what to do,and my parents just dont understand me

i really dont know why this is happening but its gotten to the extent

that i have not left my house for the past 5 months
like at all not even down the block

i rely on the internet because its the only place im not judgjed

so please no trolls im really sensitive


i need help and thats why im posting on this site

any advice would really come in handy

i mean i want to finish high school,college and get a good job

but i just cant when life is become so hard

so here it is my big problem

please...

im calling out for help

[101]

Firstly- stop taking drugs, they're not 'cool'.
Secondly- I think you should seek professional help like a councilor.

[RAT]

If you stop taking drugs, i'm pretty sure everything should go back to normal, suicide is not a good option BTW. Just start slowing easing back into your old life, try to go outside and interact.