Did you lost someone!

[Gone]

Your brain tries to solve issues in your sleep. Its also when you learn. But really it is trying to tell you something. Unsolved issues things you needed to hear or things you need to say. The first one in your case.

[Trojan]

iFlare revenge nor violence
solves anything just remember that.

[Treblez]

In my country we believe that the soul of a dead person leaves this world after forty days after the death. So its normal many of the relatives to have dreams about the died person during that period, i remember when my grandfather died i was 14-15 years old. I was feeling sorry i didn't have the chance to hug him one last time before he passed away. I remember having a dream that he came and i did hug him - i was confused though in my dream and he said something like: no, there was a mistake i didn't actually die. So i hugged him in my dream and woke up with the feeling that this has happened indeed. After i remember that i had several dreams of him returning in our house and I was saying: but wait, weren't you dead ? And he was making up some excuse telling me why is he back, and that he actually hadn't died.. i didn't feel any fear in those dreams - it felt natural plus i was much younger at that time. I've heard many stories about people having lucid dreams of their dead relatives before the 40th day from their death - i consider this something natural.

[Brainless Control]

iFlare revenge nor violence
solves anything just remember that.

Yeah but he wanted to let all the anger out doing so,if I was in his place I'd do the same.

[NekoChan]

I'v heard that, if you loose somebody. Your mind can start thinking about it and start making illusions of your own reality about them. Thats what you might have seen, how you wanted it to end.

[ktmrider530]

When i was about 15, every where i would go i would see a man that looked exactly like my grandpa. He dies while i was in a different state.

He was my best friend, the whole reason i came to Montana to visit anyone. I love him to death.

[geeK]

Just lost one of my friends from first school. She move to live in Swiss before 4-5 years and yesterday she die.

Also I lost my grandfather when I was 4 years, I really don't remember on him a lot.


Whyyyy the life is so rude???!!!

[Gaijin]

Just lost one of my friends from first school. She move to live in Swiss before 4-5 years and yesterday she die.
Also I lost my grandfather when I was 4 years, I really don't remember on him a lot.
Whyyyy the life is so rude???!!!

What an Ironic bump, man!
I'm sorry for your loss!
And today, my sisters husband grandma died.
That is a really shitty feeling....

[Codine]

Actuallly, yes. A month before I joined, my cousin was shot dead. He was the one who got me into the crips. He's always had my back, and I his. The truth is, he went to face this person because I couldn't. My arm was broken, so i was unable to fight. When I heard about it, I went into an all out rage. I mean all out. The kid WENT to my school.. Everyone knows he did it. But no one here snitches on anybody. It's one thing that we never do. As soon as my arm was put into a cast, I went straight to him a few days after and I laid his ass out for what he did. I beat him until his head was bleeading, hes nose gushing blood, and bruised the side of his cheek.

I don't think I did enough, but I won't kill him. And I never will. After that, the cops came and took us both with them. I was in one room, he the other. They informed me that they knew what he did. Was I shocked? Yes.

My punishment? 8 months of probation and 72 hours of community service. That is 6 hours every saturday with 12 sessions. And at my age it's non of that side of the road crap. It's litterally helping the community. Mowing lawns, raking, etc.

I took this with pride and so I did it with pride. I am happy wiht what I did. I did my best and, well, did what I could.

( I know most of you will say bullshit.)

What happened to him? He got transfered to Jouvy until he turns 18 ( 3 years) then spend 22 in prison.

Crips stick up for Crips, Slobs just pussy out and bitch about crap. You did well, and you have my 100% respect 1.) for getting revenge and 2) for being a Crip instead of a slob.

[nextlive]

I didnt lose someone
and... i feel sorry for all of you who lost someone