Does my life sucks this much?

[Gerira]

Thanks for support guys, I guess I'll just keep fighting

[Xuanson]

Cheer up man.
I don't know how you feel but, you should know that there are many different solutions out there to help you cope.

If money is what your worrying about, then you should try to prevent yourself from the smokes you buy, instead spend it on food (But not over the limit, or expensive, just something that can fill you up) and water.
And don't worry if your cross-eyed or not, your human, everyone deserves equal rights, be confident about yourself, be happy!~
Also, even though you still haven't gotten a girlfriend, it doesn't mean that your life is basically over, plus your still young, live out life and maybe someday in the future you will find someone who is right for you, someone who loves you for who you are, someone that will stay beside you for life!
Like I said before, and many of the other people said already, don't try to injure or even kill yourself. Your life is precious, and you only get one chance, live it out, and who knows what might happen in the future.. something incredible might happen.

Good luck man, I wish the best for you and your family.

~Xuanson (:

[Rainbow Dash]

Be happy because those 3-5 friends, are the most noble people that you will meet in your life. It might seem bad now, but enroll in a nice collage and do above and beyond. You are guaranteed to meet a girl that will feel the same for you as you do her. Just coast. Go where life takes you.

[Professor Oak]

Don't do anything you'll regret.
That's all I can really say. :/