10-30-2010, 01:48 PM
My presence will be no more,
My tears still drip sore..<3
I have been through so much pain,, told that i'm worthless every single day, i just feel like a waste of space. self-inflicted injury to vent the pain and anger but nothing seems to work! I would give anything to truly smile again and be reunited with happiness, but It's like it's gone..There's nothing left for me in this cruel world.
My body, so painfilled and my mind slowly going insane with the years of depression. I don't think i can stand up and carry on anylonger.
i tried to cope, i tried to stand up like a soldier, but my heart just kept getting broke and torn apart...bit by bit.
I even have councillin' to 'help' but help isn't what they do.. They just don't understand!! i've had doctors and phyciatrists..nothing helps me, it's like i'm abnormal..some kinda freak to everyone else.
Life just seems to hate me, hate the way I am.
I hear voices, see people..they try and convince me to do things, and some times i can't drown their terrifyingg voices out. it's like they won't leave me until my body lies lifelessly.
Any Advice Will Do, Thanks.
My tears still drip sore..<3
I have been through so much pain,, told that i'm worthless every single day, i just feel like a waste of space. self-inflicted injury to vent the pain and anger but nothing seems to work! I would give anything to truly smile again and be reunited with happiness, but It's like it's gone..There's nothing left for me in this cruel world.
My body, so painfilled and my mind slowly going insane with the years of depression. I don't think i can stand up and carry on anylonger.
i tried to cope, i tried to stand up like a soldier, but my heart just kept getting broke and torn apart...bit by bit.
I even have councillin' to 'help' but help isn't what they do.. They just don't understand!! i've had doctors and phyciatrists..nothing helps me, it's like i'm abnormal..some kinda freak to everyone else.
Life just seems to hate me, hate the way I am.
I hear voices, see people..they try and convince me to do things, and some times i can't drown their terrifyingg voices out. it's like they won't leave me until my body lies lifelessly.
Any Advice Will Do, Thanks.