Suicide

[Guest]

There is a time when you just fold your cards, and clean up your mess. This is one of them. From here on out it will get worse, I doubt things will return to how they were before.

You do realize she is already regretting what she done.
Why say things will get worse? We are starting to get better..

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You do realize she is already regretting what she done.
Why say things will get worse? We are starting to get better..

I apologize I thought she was regretting what you said in a previous post:

"Alright, just got home from being with her all day. She kept calling me babe, said I love you, kissed, and I even fingered her. Still, she seems like she doesn't want to date me again.
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Well I hope things bounce back, if they don't you can always post here, and we'll do our best to help you.

[Guest]

I apologize I thought she was regretting what you said in a previous post.

I see why you thought that, it's fine.
That's not what she meant, we were texting and everything was all good.

Well I hope things bounce back, if they don't you can always post here, and we'll do our best to help you.

God, me too. I'm not sure if I could take getting close to being back with her and her leaving me again. (Or being with him..)

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I see why you thought that, it's fine.
That's not what she meant, we were texting and everything was all good.

Well I hope things bounce back, if they don't you can always post here, and we'll do our best to help you.

God, me too. I'm not sure if I could take getting close to being back with her and her leaving me again. (Or being with him..)

Well the best advice I can give you pertaining to that would be start being more alert, take note of how she acts and when you see a change you need to reevaluate recent actions.

[Guest]

Well the best advice I can give you pertaining to that would be start being more alert, take note of how she acts and when you see a change you need to reevaluate recent actions.

Trust me, I dissect anything out of ordinary.

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Trust me, I dissect anything out of ordinary.

Just make sure you don't act out of the ordinary, don't give her something to suspect.

[Legit Kid ™]

I really think you shoudnt end your life over a girlfriend. Maybe its time to move on, at first of course it will be hard but if shes acting like that shes obviously not the one. Goodluck with you life, but dont end it like this.

[Daniel Faraday]

My Girlfriend of 15 months up and left me, she said she doesn't want to just be with me in Highschool. I can't take it.
She met this guy Friday and then after is when she did this. Now she is talking to him a lot and I'm afraid she will do something with him.

I know after she does she'll come back to me, but I'm not sure I can date her after that. I am now contemplating suicide. Not as a coward, being selfish (I have no friends, my Mother ignores me, I barely see my Dad), but moreover as "I'm tired of life". I honestly can't see anything to live for right now.
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You would kill yourself for a girl that you were with for 15 months? and your in highschool?

Just think it over a couple times and tell yourself that she's not worth it, tell her that she's not worth it, and then move on. No girl, or anyone for that matter, is worth the life that has been given to you. (Sacrifice to save someone else maybe, but not for the idea of them.)

[Josheywhat]

Someone once posted what I'm about to say.

"You shouldn't solve a temporary problem with a permanent solution."

[Guest]

I'm back. We got together friday, she met a guy wednesday and now is planning to meet him this weekend. They've already been talking sexual.

Not to mention that I found out back in December she gave a guy head, a handjob, and got fingered by him.

Help me SF, I really see no point in going through this anymore. If this is teenage life, then I don't want to see what it will be like when I'm older. My high plans of going to a nice university are already gone to me. I don't give a crap about doing anything anymore. I give up.

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I meant she met him Saturday. She told me right after she wanted to break up (like monday). I told her to give me two weeks and then let her decide. It looks like she already has decided not to be with me.

Another girl actually wants to fudge me next weekend, I said for her to come over. I think my gf (or ex) will be jealous, but I really don't know if I will make it to next weekend.

I'm not the type that is scared of death. I'm scared nothing will come after, but dealing with all of this, I really don't care. I guess a psychologist would say I am mentally unstable or something, maybe even has a mental illness by their definition. I don't care. I'm smart enough (very smart actually, not just bragging) to know what I am doing, what it will do to what little people are around me, and I honestly don't care. I've spent the past couple weeks writing suicide letters to everyone, and been in a very dark place. I will admit, if I decide to do this, I will release my actual identity here and on HackForums. Many will be shocked. I hide my emotions very well on the internet, I'm always very professional and a fun person to be with.

This thread is the only emotion I have truly shown online, thank you Jesse for giving me a place to let this out freely. Trolls, go on and do your crap. I'm used to it. None of you could make me commit suicide anyway. I could care less what you actually have to say to me.