Feel trapped in life.

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Take a moment and breath, death is certainly not the answer. Okay, so, from reading that it seems to me that your interested in a girl named "Heather" and drag racing. Keep talking to Heather on a regular basis and always look for new jobs that interest you. Spend some money on going to the track once a week to give yourself something to look forward too. After time, you will end up with a good job (after searching), by financing you'll be out of debt and you'll be back to your old-self again.