I just can't find another way to take out the pain.

[Samurai]

I recently felt what its like to be in love for real and have it thrown back at me too. Its my first experiance and it was terrible and i can only imagin how you feel having it happen to you alot more. Its horrible because you cant get them out of your head and you listen to the songs that you know will make you upset. But over time ive got over it with minimal drug use. It depends how sensative you are, im getting over it now and its been a month, i still think of her though and want to dislike her but cant.

Why not wait for love to find you this time instead of going out with the people who hurt you.
Its like Bob Marley said:
Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for."