07-11-2010, 09:13 PM
About 5 girls trashed me so far and ushered me into naught but grief and pain for promised joy and my only outlet on this pain is music. I don't know what it is in the music but it controls me and my emotions. As soon as I remember a girl I liked only way I can get her out of my head is with music, it's like I'm hooked on it and I haven't find any other way to take out the pain and stress in my life. So I need help can you suggest things I can do for my next 8 weeks of vacation to kill time and take away the emotional pain I have, and please do not say drugs cause once my parents know I'm on drugs it's straight to the funeral home to get me a coffin.
For what happened to me was a misfortune,
I wouldn't like others to dare.
For being a rule breaker,
a critical abuser,
has given me the destiny I deserved.
For being a fool.
Has lead me to nothing else,
for I faced despair,
for I was only destined
to be sled by the dragon of time.
I wouldn't like others to dare.
For being a rule breaker,
a critical abuser,
has given me the destiny I deserved.
For being a fool.
Has lead me to nothing else,
for I faced despair,
for I was only destined
to be sled by the dragon of time.