I'm not one for online help.

[Bill Nye]

You will probably never forget her. When people come into your life and stand out for whatever reason, they sometimes go away, but live on in your memories forever. I'm sorry that happened to you, being caught in a love triangle can be pretty messy. It sucks feeling unwanted, then wanted, then unwanted, etc. Kinda like you're a volleyball in an active game.

My advice for you is to take some time to think all of this out. It sounds like she's your average teenager girl, who's going through strong hormonal shifts, as all teenage girls do. It's best to not be caught in all the confusion when these things happen. It often only makes things worse when you're just an object standing in the middle of a persons life. Not to say you two don't have feelings for each other, I'm SURE you do. Things can just get messy when one of the people in confused and not knowing what decision they want to make.

I know from personal experience, as my ex girlfriend left me for another guy. Then came back to me three times. She proceeded to try and keep up this pattern. But then I stepped in and told her I didn't want to be in the middle of it anymore. If she wanted to figure things out that involved love, I did not want to be a part of it anymore.

I hope you find what you're looking for.

thanks a lot ^^

to the tl;dr is Ill simply never forget her?

That was obvious to me from say 1, but I was hoping I could be proven wrong.

As for thinking about it, I have. For over a year. Literally all I do when day dreaming. I couldn't find a good solution, so of course, I posted here as a last hope.

Again, thanks for the input.