04-25-2010, 06:22 PM
I am a guy but I understand exactly how you feel. I was with this girl 3 years ago and for about 2 years. We fought a lot towards the end of our relationship. I decided I just can't trust her because of all the rumors so i set up a keylogger on my own computer and got her myspace password. I found messages with a bunch of guys, and with one she was talking about leaving me for him. I even found out that she was planning on doing vicadin and smoking and stuff with this other guy. I waited until she was supposed to be doing all that and called her while she was with them and told her it's over for good and to not try to get a hold of me.
Out of all the times I've told her we were done in those 2 years, this time I meant it. I followed through with it and it was her who kept trying to crawl back to me. I blew her off and got with another girl who i dated for 5 months. I never honestly had feelings for this girl, and made me feel bad knowing that she had feelings for me. I felt like I was "Broken" and couldn't have feelings for somebody else.
This is when I decided to write this song:
The song meant a lot to me. I put so much thought and feeling into it. After the 5th month came i decided that i didn't want to be with anyone. I stayed single for a couple months up until one night when i had a dream about the girl I mentioned first. in the dream we were hanging out at my house and decided to go down to the gym down the street to work out together. After she was dropping me back off at my house I just kissed her"
That dream gave me such a strange feeling all day. I decided to call her up and asked her to go to the gym (see where I'm going with this
)
She approved and I played it out like the dream. It got us back together. She swears that she will never act like she did before. We no longer fight and we are doing great now
So to sum all this up and give you a simple answer:
Out of all the times I've told her we were done in those 2 years, this time I meant it. I followed through with it and it was her who kept trying to crawl back to me. I blew her off and got with another girl who i dated for 5 months. I never honestly had feelings for this girl, and made me feel bad knowing that she had feelings for me. I felt like I was "Broken" and couldn't have feelings for somebody else.
This is when I decided to write this song:
Code:
http://www.limelinx.com/files/39b1b34fcb476b9a12da341e338aadc8The song meant a lot to me. I put so much thought and feeling into it. After the 5th month came i decided that i didn't want to be with anyone. I stayed single for a couple months up until one night when i had a dream about the girl I mentioned first. in the dream we were hanging out at my house and decided to go down to the gym down the street to work out together. After she was dropping me back off at my house I just kissed her"
That dream gave me such a strange feeling all day. I decided to call her up and asked her to go to the gym (see where I'm going with this
)She approved and I played it out like the dream. It got us back together. She swears that she will never act like she did before. We no longer fight and we are doing great now
So to sum all this up and give you a simple answer:
Quote:You need a break
