There is worst then my life, but I feel like talking about it anyways.

[NekoChan]

I suggest relaxing yourself. Maybe read some of my tutorials, they could help you alot.
To get your grades and life back up. I know exactly what you feel, I have gotten same things many times. I know its hard and seems impossible, but best thing is to move on. Try not to think about her and be more with your friends, to get things off your mind. Focus on your school and presonal life alot right now. You can deal with relationship problems later, when the school is easier or over.