04-20-2010, 06:38 PM
So my girlfriend broke up with me 12 weeks ago. I am obviously still heart broken. And if I am writing this on here it's obviously because I have gone cou cou bananas. So, me and her were best friends for 5 years until we started going out. After that, she moved, then we broke up after 6 months. She told me exactly this:"I don't think I love you anymore". So ya, that hurt, still does. Then after my school found out I was single, I had to break 2 girls hearts, and that freakin sucks. Breaking a heart is almost as bad as having it broken. Then my ex keeps flirting with me(btw, we are still best friends), and then suddenly, she starts liking this fat emo kid, close to where she lives. It freakin sucks. And all this crap is making my grades go down in school. I fake smiles and laughs all the time, but all I want to do is sleep. Because when I am sleeping, nothing matters anymore.