My dad..

[NekoChan]

Hatashi,

Your mother is blinded by love and there is nothing you can do about that. She will wake up one day.

As for you, you must realise that there are many children who do not have fathers. I know plenty myself. Do not think that you are the only one. You have four years until you can leave that place. Just tough it out. I realise that is not the best advice, but what can I say? You are clearly stressed, as you should be. Only time can help you, bud.

Having no father isn't always a bad thing. My bestfriend has no father, I mean he has 1, but never really spoke with him. And he doesn't feel bad about it or anything.