Now my ex

[NekoChan]

I had a lovely Girlfriend, for about 2 years. Ofcourse we had some smaller breakups but eventualy got back together thanks to me. I always kept wanting her back.
Then last valentines day, she promised not to see anybody in any other way and to be with me forever. Obvious lie. Now we had a not so lovely weekend full of arguing and things like that.
After the weekend he dumped me in msn. Saying she is very sry and she doesn't think its going to work out. Also that she lost interest. But I do know, she allready has somebody else in mind.
That all started about a month back, when she started drinking with her friends. She was a good girl before. Then she found new boys, and drank with them and all that. Now she obviously likes 1 of the boys, I can tell that, but she doesn't want to agree or denie that. We are still good friends.
Sucks, eh?

Dumped 3rd time, by a same girl for another boy. Who here thinks I deserve to fcking die. But I will wait for her back. I don't want any other girl. Im focused on her. I could have some other girl easily right now tho.
But yeah, suckas hard core. Why girls do that?


Last time she did that, I fall in a great depression and almoust killed myself.