04-08-2010, 11:45 AM
I know what your going through, ive gone through it several times, having lost 18 families, its quite painful, what your going to have to do is break emotional ties with your past, in the end theyll only bring you down and cause you more pain, and inevitably make you make poor decisions that you might end up regretting for the rest of your life, and hurting loved ones you really care about.