04-05-2010, 08:21 PM
(04-05-2010, 01:48 PM).//Xypher Wrote: Well...As pathetic as it sounds...The following is true...
About two years ago my life pretty much went to hell...
I was dating my first GF, and because of here I tried to kill myself...
I developed depression because of her...But I did not think it was as a result of her...I was "in love." It was a some what long distance relationship..She lived about an hour and a half away from me... I ended up getting my phone taken away for the 27000 texts sent to her mostly during school. I was pissed...I started acting out drastically. Like said before, I tried to kill myself... My mom had found me in a puddle of my own blood one day...I had already cut myself multiple times...I had found myself holding a gun to my head three times... I ended up stealing my phone back...During that time my girlfriend at the time said she had cancer...To avoid a long pointless story I will go to the end...It turns out she lied about having cancer...She didn't want to tell me she didn't love me anymore...I ended up being grounded for about a year, when most of the time she didn't care for me...It has been two years or so since our break up...I have had 2 GF's since then...I am still with my third one...We have been for almost a year now. The only issue we have is recently I have started to feel the pain of my break up with my first gf again...I do not love her still, it just hurts.
Has anyone ever experienced something like this?
If so have you gotten over it?
Again, if so, how?
I am sick of this pain...
If you are going to flame, go ahead...It will be ignored.
It hurts man, theres not much you can do, go out try to find new people.
Realize that you will find someone better that you will love even more.
I hope everything works out.