Contemplating suicide

[Treblez]

You need to REMEMBER just one thing : everything is chemistry You don't want to commit suicide, God doesn't want you to do it, your mind doesn't want you to do it, your soul doesn't want you to do it, your ex gf doesn't want you to do it, her supposed boyfriend doesn't want you to do it - nobody in this freakin world wants you to do it. Your brain is, so to say, swimming in a liquid thats inside your skull .. well I made it sound too simple, but Im not a doctor.. in that liquid there are thousands of chemicals and biophysical processes that are taking place every second. When your in love (you had loved that girl from I read) there is change in this chemical balance - you are feeling euphoria, you're feeling allmighty and God knows what else.. when the object of your feelings is gone there is nothing to trigger those chemical reactions and processes .. so its like abstinence - you feel like dying.. but you're not - thats the chemical balance in your brain being altered... so just give it some time until those processes get back to normal.. drink beer - it helps, Im not joking. And force yourself to spend time with people you like! If you can't force yourself - ask someone near you to force you, because probably you feel like staying all by yourself and enjoying that sweet sorrow even though you know it could be deadly. As Jonathan Davis used to sing : You flirt with suicide - sometimes kills the pain. According to me - this is the lamest way to die - don't be so lame - you can do better than suicide