12-24-2009, 11:54 PM
(This post was last modified: 12-25-2009, 12:26 AM by purduefreak4life.)
DONT KILL YOUR SELF tell your es how you feel if she thinks your creepy or doesn't feel that way about you ig got some advice fudge THAT BITCH. Delete her number stop talking to her cuz your just extending the pain and hopes. I nkow how you feel ive been there I had a girl i LOVED and she dumped me because i wan't "bad" enough for her so i got seriously depreesed and started my path on drugs this crippled me and i stated to lash out at the ones i loved even almost beat my brother to deatH (left him in the hospitly seriously injured) at one point i had tied a noose and was around my neck but then i told my friend the day efore i was planning to kill my self he called my mom who brought me to theropy and i was on anti depressents for a while but what really turnned me artound was how I reevaluated MY life and found the real meaning in Go and jeseus even tough i went to church my whole life and I picked my sorry ass upa and said i cant belive i was going to kill my self over a mother freakin dumb ass cavity wh prbly dindt even deseve me. If i were you i would had to have my friend call my mom at a random time and tell her how i was feeling and it will all work out. bUT YOU NEED TO GET AWAY FROM THAT GIRL THATS HOW I GOT SO LOW I KEPT TXTING HER AND TALKING TO HER AND I ALWAYS HAd a little hope left. JUST CUT IT CLEAN IF YOU DIDNT DO ANYTHIN WRONG YOU DONT HAVE A PROBLEM SHE DOES Also why give your life ove something soo small in the big skeem of things. This is one girl in the world In 2000, there were 143.4 million female and 138.1 million male in the US, thats just the us i think out of the world females out number males 3 to 1 so yea fudge THAT BITCH and move on. ifyour serious about killing your self tou really neeed to cut all contacts with maybe even switch scools
What i see is the problem with suicide is it is selfish! Even if you want to kill your self someone loves you even if you think they don't. And i belive you can't make up your mind to kil your self, you can never be 100%positive about anything. Its human nature to want to survive at all cost and even if you see taking your own life as a solution to your problems its not. Everyone has probably tought about suicide before but its just that everyone has lows and high in their lives, some times these lows can last a long time and thats when you have to stop feeling sorry for your own ass and tough it out. personly talking to someone is good, who that person is is up to you. It could be anyone even someone online its whatever. But back to my point that suicide is selifish because you hurt the ones you know and may hurt they ones that love you but you don't know them. I have a great example of this is when a localy known car dealer took his life recently and left his loving family speechless and everyone that has even heard his name. He wasnt poor he lived in a very nice house and had a privliaged life but he took somethng away from our community that can't be replaced. and anotherr one a high school football star who hadd all the right thing goning for him hung himself ourt his window and was found by his mom who rushed him to the hospitle and they had him on life support and sid he wasnt going to live so all his friends and faimly come in and say there last good byes then his little 11 year old cousin, who he barley knew, walks in and asks every one to leave the room so they did but they were listing torough a window with the curtin drawn, and no one belived what they herd her say. She was yelling at him she said w2hy did u do this you? why would you be so dumb. you couldnt consider your faimly especilly me who knew you but never got the chacne to really Know you. We loved you! NOEW THELL ME WHY, she was screaming this at the top of her lungs at thim, this 18 year old boy then sat and held his hand for the rest of the time until they pulled the plug. Now this is proof that even tough you may not know it someone out here loves you knows you or wants to know you. So dont fudge crap up and consider the biggerr picture, like God and how everything will get better. Hell if your about to kill your self it cant get much worse can it? So when your sorry ass is low and feeling extra shitty get the fudge up go to a hospitle, your school counsler, your parents, your brother sister, a friend, a co worker, an online aquantince or something along those lines. they can help you! just remember this life isn't just about you...
Listen to Lucy by Skillet http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZhDOHks7OQQ
"Lucy"- Typically I don't write in a way where a song can have an open ended interpretation, but this is a song about loss and can be applied to a whole range of situations. It has a gist of regret where you wish you had done things differently and it could be about mourning the loss of someone who died or a relationship. It seems sad, but it's strangely hopeful because it gives off the idea that you can change your life right here and now - you have been given a second chance so you can remember to live and love with no regrets.
Or survive by rise against http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=19X7rttooH0
I think it's kind of saying how people tend to have a 'the other man's grass is always greener' type of mentality. Like we see everyone else who seems to be so happy and they have it so great and it must be so easy being them, it's not fair, etc. But in the end, everyone goes through hardships and problems in their own lives, you just have to learn how to deal with it somehow, because that's all there is.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1HNHbucBX...re=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=68q8y5nkdPo Good Song RENT the movie
AND IF you go to church i would consider CIY move a life cahngeing expeince
Hell i care about you enough to type all this at 1:53 on christmas morning. amd im a 15 year old kid so yea. I Will BE PRAYING FOR YOU if you belive in god or not I WILL PRAY FOR YOU DON't LEt Me Down
What i see is the problem with suicide is it is selfish! Even if you want to kill your self someone loves you even if you think they don't. And i belive you can't make up your mind to kil your self, you can never be 100%positive about anything. Its human nature to want to survive at all cost and even if you see taking your own life as a solution to your problems its not. Everyone has probably tought about suicide before but its just that everyone has lows and high in their lives, some times these lows can last a long time and thats when you have to stop feeling sorry for your own ass and tough it out. personly talking to someone is good, who that person is is up to you. It could be anyone even someone online its whatever. But back to my point that suicide is selifish because you hurt the ones you know and may hurt they ones that love you but you don't know them. I have a great example of this is when a localy known car dealer took his life recently and left his loving family speechless and everyone that has even heard his name. He wasnt poor he lived in a very nice house and had a privliaged life but he took somethng away from our community that can't be replaced. and anotherr one a high school football star who hadd all the right thing goning for him hung himself ourt his window and was found by his mom who rushed him to the hospitle and they had him on life support and sid he wasnt going to live so all his friends and faimly come in and say there last good byes then his little 11 year old cousin, who he barley knew, walks in and asks every one to leave the room so they did but they were listing torough a window with the curtin drawn, and no one belived what they herd her say. She was yelling at him she said w2hy did u do this you? why would you be so dumb. you couldnt consider your faimly especilly me who knew you but never got the chacne to really Know you. We loved you! NOEW THELL ME WHY, she was screaming this at the top of her lungs at thim, this 18 year old boy then sat and held his hand for the rest of the time until they pulled the plug. Now this is proof that even tough you may not know it someone out here loves you knows you or wants to know you. So dont fudge crap up and consider the biggerr picture, like God and how everything will get better. Hell if your about to kill your self it cant get much worse can it? So when your sorry ass is low and feeling extra shitty get the fudge up go to a hospitle, your school counsler, your parents, your brother sister, a friend, a co worker, an online aquantince or something along those lines. they can help you! just remember this life isn't just about you...
Listen to Lucy by Skillet http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZhDOHks7OQQ
"Lucy"- Typically I don't write in a way where a song can have an open ended interpretation, but this is a song about loss and can be applied to a whole range of situations. It has a gist of regret where you wish you had done things differently and it could be about mourning the loss of someone who died or a relationship. It seems sad, but it's strangely hopeful because it gives off the idea that you can change your life right here and now - you have been given a second chance so you can remember to live and love with no regrets.
Or survive by rise against http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=19X7rttooH0
I think it's kind of saying how people tend to have a 'the other man's grass is always greener' type of mentality. Like we see everyone else who seems to be so happy and they have it so great and it must be so easy being them, it's not fair, etc. But in the end, everyone goes through hardships and problems in their own lives, you just have to learn how to deal with it somehow, because that's all there is.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1HNHbucBX...re=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=68q8y5nkdPo Good Song RENT the movie
AND IF you go to church i would consider CIY move a life cahngeing expeince
Hell i care about you enough to type all this at 1:53 on christmas morning. amd im a 15 year old kid so yea. I Will BE PRAYING FOR YOU if you belive in god or not I WILL PRAY FOR YOU DON't LEt Me Down