Contemplating suicide

[ElephantShoe]

A couple of months ago, a teacher at my school committed suicide because of his girlfriend that broke up with him, and let me tell' ya, it didn't do any good for any one, and the entire school was silent for a week. I didn't even have him as a teacher and boy was my heart filled with sorrow. I was so pissed at the fact that he killed himself over his girlfriend. I guess I just think differently. If I had a girlfriend that I truly loved and she broke up with me for whatever reason, I truly would not give two sh*ts about three sh*ts, even if I loved her with all my heart. Yes, the past indeed sucks, but no matter how much you contemplate, nothing will make it better and nothing will make it change. If it was me, I would hit the gym. At first, I didn't think it would help me with stress or depression, but until I went, I was amazed. 2-3 hours a day was just me solely concentrating on one thing and getting so obsessed, that it erased anything that I couldn't get over with.

Again, I'm not an expert on this emotions mumbo jumbo, but that is just what I have to say.