Contemplating suicide

[Ajsec5000]

For months I have been emotionally distressed, after my ex broke up with me. For a while I wanted to know why. But since I know things about ("Hacking") I hacked her myspace and found why? She told her friend that it was because I did nothing wrong everything I did was right. SO she dumped me. Now I was ok for a while until school started again and I have to see her everyday. For a while I had been meaning to tell my mom to take me to a doctor for depression, but I have been putting it off because of what her reaction would be like. We still talk daily and I Text her a lot. I still wonder if we can go back out, but I really know that we can't even though I want to. Now other guys are hitting on her, and I feel like crap mainly because I thought that right about now we would be going steady. Recently I started having suicidal thoughts mostly over her.Thing is I still care about her so much. But she doesn't really show the same feelings towards me.I fear that if I don't get medical Help I might actually Commit Suicide just because it really is a lot of pain.

I've been there. Same problem didn't find out even tho i could have done what you did anyway back to you. You need to take a step back and look at the finer things in your life 1 girl is not gonna out weigh all of that. If you need help ask for it I saved myself. I asked literally the day i was contemplating to do it the next hour which i truly was.
There will be other girls. I have gone though another 4 after the one that dumped me for no reason what so ever.