12-14-2009, 04:54 AM
I used to be pretty fat, and struggled with it for a fair while. I had really low self esteem for a while there. Don't get me wrong, I had plenty of friends and was a happy kid, but when somebody pointed it out I would take it to heart.
Going to high school forced me to grow a thick skin and man up. I went to a school without any friends so I had to get over it.
Last year I got really sick and lost about 20 kilos, I also bulked up a bit just from working around the place (a bit of landscaping here a bit of stablehanding there).
I think I am attractive now, but I am still a little shy when it comes to asking a girl out, I can't have a big lead up, I just need to do it straight away or i'll psyc myself out.
I know I'm not the hottest guy ever, but I definitely don't think I'm ugly.
Going to high school forced me to grow a thick skin and man up. I went to a school without any friends so I had to get over it.
Last year I got really sick and lost about 20 kilos, I also bulked up a bit just from working around the place (a bit of landscaping here a bit of stablehanding there).
I think I am attractive now, but I am still a little shy when it comes to asking a girl out, I can't have a big lead up, I just need to do it straight away or i'll psyc myself out.
I know I'm not the hottest guy ever, but I definitely don't think I'm ugly.