Ironically...

[Canoris]

That's an awsome poem!!!

Well I know how the feeling you're talking about, and if it's the direction that makes the problems, I've failed at that point!

Now let us look at this story from your GF view.
While reading your Posts, I CAN FEEL the love, so I guess she feel it too.

That amount of love can also scare people and they take distance as they fear not being able to give/show you the same love.
That is the point were they start thinking where everything it's heading to, and mostly in this state of emotion they see only the bad things.

The time you two are having only for you is not enough, as I understand it you have only 5 Hours per week.
Is there any way to spend more time with her, or take her somewhere where she and you can calm down and clear your heads?

If only you knew how hard I would try to do it. But, I can scrounge is the 5 hours of "our" time. I see her off and on during the week, but always in a rush. I might be able to have lunch with her during the weekdays but; it's still not enough. I know I am a terrible mate but I try so damn hard, and it frustrates me to the point of insanity!

Edit: I am 25 and have a hardcore job. I have an sum of people who depend on me.