12-11-2009, 06:42 AM
I'm kind of in a same situation, but I had the luck to find a fine job....
I don't even have a place where I could say that's my home, I'm switching states, in one I have friends I grew up with and in the other I know few people that I can't call friends.
Like few of above posters said, you need to find your Path, if I'm correct you're 17, at that age I was scared of the Future that might/will come so I started using drugs ( don't do it, ).... Until I got the balls to stand up and fight my way...
Well I've been trough some crap until the age of 16 then calmed down and found art, so I was drawing in each class to keep my self concetrated on something that I love, but same with your school, you don't get an A+ in Math with a Anime drawing, feel me!
My point is you always have a bright future it doesn't matter if you have school or not, you just need to take some time and think about what you really want and Just Do It (Nike )
As for your girlfriend, as Omni said forget her, it will make your life easier, you will think better....
My Ex left me for a "c0oler" guy, I was so angry that I've almost killed him and I should have, he is now in jail for raping and guess who!
I was so angry.... I've destroyed the relationship to my real friends and my family.
Try meditating, or learn to focus your mind on only one thing you want and don't leave it out of sight until it's done.
Find something that brings fun/happy memories back, it will make you happier and again you can think clear.
Take a look at this Movie
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_b1GKGWJbE8
You don't need to belive in what they say but it will help you find something you really love.....
And forget the girl....
I don't even have a place where I could say that's my home, I'm switching states, in one I have friends I grew up with and in the other I know few people that I can't call friends.
Like few of above posters said, you need to find your Path, if I'm correct you're 17, at that age I was scared of the Future that might/will come so I started using drugs ( don't do it, ).... Until I got the balls to stand up and fight my way...
Well I've been trough some crap until the age of 16 then calmed down and found art, so I was drawing in each class to keep my self concetrated on something that I love, but same with your school, you don't get an A+ in Math with a Anime drawing, feel me!
My point is you always have a bright future it doesn't matter if you have school or not, you just need to take some time and think about what you really want and Just Do It (Nike )
As for your girlfriend, as Omni said forget her, it will make your life easier, you will think better....
My Ex left me for a "c0oler" guy, I was so angry that I've almost killed him and I should have, he is now in jail for raping and guess who!
I was so angry.... I've destroyed the relationship to my real friends and my family.
Try meditating, or learn to focus your mind on only one thing you want and don't leave it out of sight until it's done.
Find something that brings fun/happy memories back, it will make you happier and again you can think clear.
Take a look at this Movie
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_b1GKGWJbE8
You don't need to belive in what they say but it will help you find something you really love.....
And forget the girl....