11-26-2009, 10:16 PM
OK so Im just going to spill on all my problems and get some reasonable solutions. Not just, well dont use the computer, because its not that easy.
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week schedule
6:00am-wake up and do the remainder of my homework
6:45am-go back to sleep
8:00am-go to school
4:30pm-get home
4:45pm-eat dinner
5:00pm-work out
6:00pm-computer time
10:00pm homework
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Weekend schedule
2:00pm-wake up and cook up three packets of ramen nuddles downstairs. I eat them peridicly throughout the day.
2:20pm-place them beside the microwave in my computer room and get started on my computer
8:00pm-watch like an hour of television series with my parents.
9:30pm-more computer time
2:00am-sleep
So first I have a total addiction to the computer and games and electronics in general. I spend hours and hours a day on my computer and if the police ever searched my pc id be in jail for years. I dont have an addiction to p0rn so thats good but I do spnd a lot of time on hackforums and just cruising around youtube. I also have major self confidence problems. I spent three hours taking pictures for my facebook picture. Also I am not very popular at school because im short becuz my growth plates are about a year behind. I am constantly treated like an unequal like a child or a baby. I dont get teased because of the fight last year when i beat the hell out of the most popular kid in school.(I work out five times a week for an hour a day) Also I sit at the "nerd" table at lunch because my wow buddies and hacker friends sit their so we talk business and discuss our website and how we can help each other. A lot of times I get comments about that. But the main problem I have is ansomnia. I lay awake some nights for hours. I always have images of what could have happened to ym or what could happen to me and scary images that haunt me. My mom says that its natural but she doesnt se how long i stay awake. I used to read my childhood books to sooth my mind but now I have sold them and have no cure. Is there any medicine I could buy legally or illegally. I have a PO box that i share with my friends that it could be shipped to and I have a steady income of about 2k usd a month. What can I do about my problems.
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week schedule
6:00am-wake up and do the remainder of my homework
6:45am-go back to sleep
8:00am-go to school
4:30pm-get home
4:45pm-eat dinner
5:00pm-work out
6:00pm-computer time
10:00pm homework
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Weekend schedule
2:00pm-wake up and cook up three packets of ramen nuddles downstairs. I eat them peridicly throughout the day.
2:20pm-place them beside the microwave in my computer room and get started on my computer
8:00pm-watch like an hour of television series with my parents.
9:30pm-more computer time
2:00am-sleep
So first I have a total addiction to the computer and games and electronics in general. I spend hours and hours a day on my computer and if the police ever searched my pc id be in jail for years. I dont have an addiction to p0rn so thats good but I do spnd a lot of time on hackforums and just cruising around youtube. I also have major self confidence problems. I spent three hours taking pictures for my facebook picture. Also I am not very popular at school because im short becuz my growth plates are about a year behind. I am constantly treated like an unequal like a child or a baby. I dont get teased because of the fight last year when i beat the hell out of the most popular kid in school.(I work out five times a week for an hour a day) Also I sit at the "nerd" table at lunch because my wow buddies and hacker friends sit their so we talk business and discuss our website and how we can help each other. A lot of times I get comments about that. But the main problem I have is ansomnia. I lay awake some nights for hours. I always have images of what could have happened to ym or what could happen to me and scary images that haunt me. My mom says that its natural but she doesnt se how long i stay awake. I used to read my childhood books to sooth my mind but now I have sold them and have no cure. Is there any medicine I could buy legally or illegally. I have a PO box that i share with my friends that it could be shipped to and I have a steady income of about 2k usd a month. What can I do about my problems.