01-27-2014, 06:29 AM
Hello;
Recently my partner of two years broke it off with me after a break that only lasted a day. Through out most of that day all I felt was breaking down feeling like the world is over, then she drove to my house and I got into the car we talked it out and she said we should date again, i felt a bit better about this but we will not be exclusive. That night i found out she slept with another guy it killed me inside but i let my jealous side for us I was crushed. But if i did let my anger go i'd probably never had a change of "dating" Truthfully it kills me inside I had like 1 hour and 30mins of sleep last night, Truth is I don't think I'll sleep tonight as-well. The thing is I'll die for this woman even if she didn't take me back.. I'd still die for her no matter what she did.. At this current stage, I feel suicide tendencies at this current moment. Most likely I will when my heart gets shattered by her again. We've been through so much together i'm just hoping she will find that boyfriend love again instead of just finding out she more or so loved me like a brother.
I have a feeling if she doesn't take me back the suicide tendencies may ten-fold. I know I may seem melodramatic, its hard for me to live without her.. PS: I know suicide is selfish in every form possible but my sorrow may get to the point when it will never end. Please give me some advice i'm begging you guys.
Thanks for your time
Recently my partner of two years broke it off with me after a break that only lasted a day. Through out most of that day all I felt was breaking down feeling like the world is over, then she drove to my house and I got into the car we talked it out and she said we should date again, i felt a bit better about this but we will not be exclusive. That night i found out she slept with another guy it killed me inside but i let my jealous side for us I was crushed. But if i did let my anger go i'd probably never had a change of "dating" Truthfully it kills me inside I had like 1 hour and 30mins of sleep last night, Truth is I don't think I'll sleep tonight as-well. The thing is I'll die for this woman even if she didn't take me back.. I'd still die for her no matter what she did.. At this current stage, I feel suicide tendencies at this current moment. Most likely I will when my heart gets shattered by her again. We've been through so much together i'm just hoping she will find that boyfriend love again instead of just finding out she more or so loved me like a brother.
I have a feeling if she doesn't take me back the suicide tendencies may ten-fold. I know I may seem melodramatic, its hard for me to live without her.. PS: I know suicide is selfish in every form possible but my sorrow may get to the point when it will never end. Please give me some advice i'm begging you guys.
Thanks for your time