07-29-2013, 03:19 PM
I'm feeling very lost at the moment, so i need some advice or re-assurance.
I am confused about a lot of things 1.) I have really bad social anxiety. 2.) I don't know what my sexuality is.
1.) I hate contact with other people and get really scared in social situations, i once got to the local swimming pool got changed and then left because there were too many people, I also can't keep eye contact with people on the street (i just try and not look at people).
2.) Being a social pariah (slight exaggeration) i don't know many people and up until fairly recently i haven't even thought about my sexuality i just presumed i was heterosexual. But I've never actually wanted to have sex with anyone and i'm not sexually aroused by specific genders.
I really don't know what to think, it wouldn't bother me so much but i have no sex life and never had. I've never even kissed a girl. I want to know what my sexuality is and the only way i can be sure is by having sex but i can't talk to people and i can only shudder at the thought of getting physical. I'm very lonely at the moment and want to feel loved and to experience this stuff but i feel i'm in a rut and cannot escape.
BTW I'm 17 male UK
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I am confused about a lot of things 1.) I have really bad social anxiety. 2.) I don't know what my sexuality is.
1.) I hate contact with other people and get really scared in social situations, i once got to the local swimming pool got changed and then left because there were too many people, I also can't keep eye contact with people on the street (i just try and not look at people).
2.) Being a social pariah (slight exaggeration) i don't know many people and up until fairly recently i haven't even thought about my sexuality i just presumed i was heterosexual. But I've never actually wanted to have sex with anyone and i'm not sexually aroused by specific genders.
I really don't know what to think, it wouldn't bother me so much but i have no sex life and never had. I've never even kissed a girl. I want to know what my sexuality is and the only way i can be sure is by having sex but i can't talk to people and i can only shudder at the thought of getting physical. I'm very lonely at the moment and want to feel loved and to experience this stuff but i feel i'm in a rut and cannot escape.
BTW I'm 17 male UK
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