05-05-2013, 08:06 PM
You don't want to kill yourself. What is that going to do to you? That does nothing to you. You should be scared of killing yourself. If you don't get into New York, Apply at any other of the 49 states. New York is way to expensive. And don't care what they say over there. If they hate you, they hate you. You can get a better life in the US. Just embrace and love life. You are different and that's good. You don't believe in what they do.