12-09-2012, 01:27 AM
I'm 13 years old and will turn 14 in 9 days. But I hate my life, I hate who I've become and I hate how society treats me. I'm tired of yelling, crying, studying and trying to lose weight.
I'm 5 foot 4 inches and weigh a shocking 118 lbs. I hate myself for that. I have had 3 tests in the last week and have spent the weekend in my room studying for one I have tomorrow and 2 on wednesday and thursday. I go to a high pressure school and get straight A's all year long, yet i get no support from my parents. This is the 2nd last week of term for crying out loud. I'm so tired I just don't want to live, do you think I should even go to school tomorrow because right now all I want is a break. I haven't skipped school all term, do you think I can get away with it.? I have so many problems my head is pounding with thoughts constantly trying to seep their way out to destroy another aspect of my life, all i want sometimes is to go to sleep and never wake up.
I'm 5 foot 4 inches and weigh a shocking 118 lbs. I hate myself for that. I have had 3 tests in the last week and have spent the weekend in my room studying for one I have tomorrow and 2 on wednesday and thursday. I go to a high pressure school and get straight A's all year long, yet i get no support from my parents. This is the 2nd last week of term for crying out loud. I'm so tired I just don't want to live, do you think I should even go to school tomorrow because right now all I want is a break. I haven't skipped school all term, do you think I can get away with it.? I have so many problems my head is pounding with thoughts constantly trying to seep their way out to destroy another aspect of my life, all i want sometimes is to go to sleep and never wake up.