07-15-2012, 10:27 PM
You're 17. Hormones, emotions out of control. Once you finish high school, and live out on your own it'll be better. As for your girl issue? I hate to sound like a douche, but grow some balls and get out of your shell. I am starting to tell to this to everyone who has issues dealing with the opposite sex. You have nothing to complain about if you don't try. As for your speech, if you can practice to make it better, do it. If not, then work around it. I personally admire those who I see with disabilities and work to overcome it. I have nothing to say about your parents, my mother (single mother) disowned me a few weeks ago, and I am still feeling hatred towards her. As I said, you're only 17, you have your whole life. Don't let this down period get you down. Go hang out at malls or public places with girls, get your esteem up. Try working out, it makes you feel better ;)
We all have things we want to say, but not publicly. We all need help with them at one point. If you want a private conversation or seek private help, send me a PM.