06-23-2012, 06:11 PM
Well, the first part is love, sounds like you never been in a relationship??? You can't exactly love a girl till you go through with realizing a lot of factors, spending some time with them. As a start, get your life on track, look into actually quitting drinking & finding out how you could earn respect. Find your true interests in life & start from there. Once you find your interests, you'll be able to figure everything out. With the family, maybe there might be a chance to get everything a little more straight right there but also look into talking with everyone & making friends. All the people, look who you can start trusting & if you can't trust anyone, don't trust anyone, one of the things you can look into doing is figuring out how to sort out your relationships with everyone.
A developer, thinker & bliss guy that tries his hardest to enjoy life ~~~