I don't get it.

[C4Vendetta]

This is ridiculous. None of the things you said make any sense, it are just your insecurities making you doubt yourself. Go look around and try to find where you lost your damn balls. That girl doesn't think any different of you because of one failed text conversation, nobody freakin cares. But if you're going to be a bitch about it and pretend people do care because you're so damn insecure she'll just walk away and find someone else who doesn't give up after one fuckin' try.