05-13-2012, 09:53 PM
Well I don't see exactly where you need help, though I am sure it is good to vent. So either way it was an interesting read. Also remember how do you know what happiness is if you have never felt sadness. Which is why life cannot be a steady stream of happiness. As for the cutting and trying to kill yourself, you are doing yourself a wrong there. When your down the next time think, well everything has to get better. As life is a roller-coaster no matter how you cut it. By getting off at a low point you are just ruining the ride, as you still have a lot to rise to. There is no way your ride is almost over. Now go have some fun with this girl, though remember if anything does go wrong there are plenty of other girls who will make you feel special.