Please help me

[Koekert]

In fact there's a couple of people in my class who are just like you.. Except we never say they are funny because they barely talk. I, myself, am very talkative but last year I got placed into a new class, which changed into becoming a silont person as well. I can tell, that year was a hell, I was used to almost everyone liking me, as I am usually a social person and like to hang out with everyone, but that year I just sticked with a couple of people who, at least, didn't hate me. However they told me I (And another guy who was just as silent, but he's always been) we were being boring and crap, but I know the feeling of wanting to talk but.. Something keeps you from it. Actually thinking they won't pay attention or laugh when you say something, it feels like crap. However, sinc ebegin this year I changed to my old myself again, being very talkative, sometimes even too talkative. I have a big group a friends again I use to hang around a lot with, and people often tell me I am very energetic haha.

I am not sure, but I think the most important thing that changed for me was my surroundings. There were some people in my class who hated me, and I hated thme. Oh well.. We disliked eachother a lot. Even though my "Friends" (The people who didn't dislike me I told you about, who are now a couple of me best friends(: ) never minded me saying soemthing and wanted me to become more talkative, I just became held back down because of the other people around me..

Luckily everything's changed for me now, I am very talkative, have many friends and keep reminding myself of how great things are going at the moment. It's really not something you should force, it should come naturally. I don't really know what's made me become my older self again since this year, but it happened automatically. I'm sure something will change for you eventually, but I can just not tell you anything that'll change things up for you because you want so right now.. Good luck!