I'd Rather Be Dreaming

[JDBar]

Its not a good that happens to you.. may be you should consult a doc or something I know u said above that u don't want to do that but this is actually not good... Discuss this with any of your parent with whom you think you are close too... They should guide you right..
Best Wishes for you future..

Thanks for the kindness. Unfortunately I'm not close to my mom at all, and my father is my enemy. I don't have any connection with my extended family either, for that matter. Doctors would be expensive, and I am strongly against taking medication for these types of things.