Very absent feeling..

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Everytime I get sad or mad or anything, I go into something called "autopilot". I block myself from the outer world, while being somewhere else in my mind, like flying over town with an imaginary person (no idea how that happened, but it just did).

I have been feeling very absent for over 4 months now, and its getting worse and worse, I overreacted something too wich made me go into autopilot for 50 full minutes one day ago, it still hurts that it happened tho.

Someone help me?

Thanks ~