02-13-2012, 02:06 AM
So; when I was in elementary school. About eh 5th grade I had started to be bullied.. It had gone through to Junior high. At about 7th grade I had contemplated suicide. 8th grade I was home schooled because of the bullying. I went back in 9th grade and I had gotten bullied again. The bullies did not work through physical attacks, they did psychological. I would be walking through the halls and people I have never seen would come up to me and tell me to kill myself and cut my wrists, so on and so forth. I had resorted to self harm for about 2 years. Junior year when everything started getting physical along with psychological, I had taken an entire bottle of 500mg extra strength Tylenol. I had gone to the hospital and I was rehabilitated for 2-3 months. I was released after those 2-3 months. It has been about a year now. I have not gone back to that school and I am going to online schooling. Those attacks are starting to come through to my phone, facebook, email. And a lot more. I've recently been contemplating returning to self harm.. I don't know what to do. Thanks for reading this it means a lot.