02-07-2012, 06:25 PM
You sound like you are suffering from depression. I think it would be a good idea to talk to a trusted friend or counselor, and your doctor as well. You can get help, you just need to look for it. Since you have already acknowledged that you have a problem, you will be to find a solution. Just look beyond what you see (sorry for the cliche) and reach out to others and ask for their help.