Did you lost someone!

[Gaijin]

Happened to me twice. I don't like talking about it.

I respect that!

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It's interesting that you wouold have that dream with your grandmother cause I had the same thing happen to me.
My grandmother loved me more then my own mother and I never knew it! and I hate her so freaking bad for the way she treated me very mean and cold and callous.
When my grandmother died she had an illness which i never knew and didn't find out till I got the papers for her Estate!
I too never got too say good by but one day she appeared in my home and said her good bys and I cried so hard I almost fainted!
I understand the feeling.

Man I had few tears when I was writting the first post... I know what you mean!

@iFlare:
I grew up at the time when in serbia crap was going on and off, wars, gangs and crap, my father was almost killed by a NATO bomb....
I almost died in a fight with a gang member, I pissed off a freakin Skinhead and he tried to kill me.

But to all that I need to say it's bullshit, I understand why you act how you did, but in my opinion it was a real mistake...
I don't know how it is with B's and C's but I still can't go to a friend, the friends of the skinhead are waiting for me to fudge me up because the dude who I pissed of is sitting in jail for a long time!

And with things like Crips you need to expect to loose your loved ones.