01-26-2012, 01:39 PM
Hello there,
I really need some help or support....
About a year ago I had a bad period with my girlfriend and in this period I started chatting.
In a chatbox I met this girl (who was also in a relationship) and we started chatting on msn messenger. We shared some sexual interest and had a good time together.
Now after some months chatting I started to use the webcam with her. And yes, I went all the way on webcam. Now I used to keep my face out of sight but at one time I was naked and she accidently catched a glimp of my head. This happened because I covered my cam with my hand but accidently I didn't cover it far enough. She told me she had seen the side of my head.
I got really scared. What if she has recorded it and put it on a website?
She never pushed me to use the cam. We had a very nice contact. I am pretty sure that she really was a woman. She made some pics on my request and she gave me her facebook.
It is now about seven months ago that it happened. I asked her if she recorded it but she denied it. But how can I be sure? Meanwhile I deleted my msn account. Fortunately I used a fake name on msn.
Everything is ok now between me and my girl, we worked everything out.
But if there is a video and it would get out it would ruin my life.
I know that I shouldn't have gone this far on cam but I can't turn back the time (wish I could).
Each day I spent looking for my video on the net. I am obsessed with the idea that there is a video of me somewhere online. I am going crazy. Can I asume that there is no video? Because it is 7 months ago and I haven't found anything yet?
She told me she didn't record anything but you can never be shure. I feel so stupid that I accidently showed my face......
For some reasons it is tempting to believe that there is nothing recorded:
- if she was fake she has done a damn good job, faking to be a girl for half a year. Pictures etc where consistent.
- she herself had a boyfriend who, according to her did not know of her chatting adventures
- she said that recording me would be a danger to her career and relationship if a video got out made by her.
- after the "incident" she kept me on msn. Why would she do that if she had tricked me.
- she even was upset with me not trusting her.
But the main reason for my fears is that you never can be sure on the net...
Please help me, I am desperate. This is becoming an obsession for me. The only good thing is the lesson learned, I will never use the webcam again.
Thanx for your attention
I really need some help or support....
About a year ago I had a bad period with my girlfriend and in this period I started chatting.
In a chatbox I met this girl (who was also in a relationship) and we started chatting on msn messenger. We shared some sexual interest and had a good time together.
Now after some months chatting I started to use the webcam with her. And yes, I went all the way on webcam. Now I used to keep my face out of sight but at one time I was naked and she accidently catched a glimp of my head. This happened because I covered my cam with my hand but accidently I didn't cover it far enough. She told me she had seen the side of my head.
I got really scared. What if she has recorded it and put it on a website?
She never pushed me to use the cam. We had a very nice contact. I am pretty sure that she really was a woman. She made some pics on my request and she gave me her facebook.
It is now about seven months ago that it happened. I asked her if she recorded it but she denied it. But how can I be sure? Meanwhile I deleted my msn account. Fortunately I used a fake name on msn.
Everything is ok now between me and my girl, we worked everything out.
But if there is a video and it would get out it would ruin my life.
I know that I shouldn't have gone this far on cam but I can't turn back the time (wish I could).
Each day I spent looking for my video on the net. I am obsessed with the idea that there is a video of me somewhere online. I am going crazy. Can I asume that there is no video? Because it is 7 months ago and I haven't found anything yet?
She told me she didn't record anything but you can never be shure. I feel so stupid that I accidently showed my face......
For some reasons it is tempting to believe that there is nothing recorded:
- if she was fake she has done a damn good job, faking to be a girl for half a year. Pictures etc where consistent.
- she herself had a boyfriend who, according to her did not know of her chatting adventures
- she said that recording me would be a danger to her career and relationship if a video got out made by her.
- after the "incident" she kept me on msn. Why would she do that if she had tricked me.
- she even was upset with me not trusting her.
But the main reason for my fears is that you never can be sure on the net...
Please help me, I am desperate. This is becoming an obsession for me. The only good thing is the lesson learned, I will never use the webcam again.
Thanx for your attention