Nothing to live for anymore.

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Just wait it out. Go to your school and talk to your teacher. Remember, everything will be okay. Even when things seem the worse, just remember, it has to get better.

There are other places you can go live till you are old enough, remember, just because you don't have the money, college is still a choice, and can truly turn your life around. If you start now and apply for aid you can easily ascertain around 20k a year on average just to go to college. These though times tough will only make you stronger, maybe one day a better dad. You will look back on these days one day, and see how far you have come, and realize that your life is meaningful, and you mean the world to someone. A girlfriend is nothing now, but one day, you will meet the girl. Just stay optimistic and never give hope. Life shall get better, you have to take things as they come to you. Separate yourself from what hurts you, even if that may be your family. As one day, you will have a family of your own, and when you look into your child's eyes, and you see them look back with a sense of love, and everything is right, you will come to the realization, that you fighting this depress was the best thing you could have done, and it made you a better person.

Remember the world is filled with friends, some you just haven't met yet.
From a unknown friend, to a new friend.

Thanks for the great reply, when i'm older I plan on going into the rangers. My whole life has been messed up and has affected me in school. I probably would never make it into college so I feel the military is my only route.