I'm afraid of nighttime?

[SoulCake.]

I would advise speaking to someone about this if you could give me a ruff geological location of where you are i can try and assist you of some free help lines who will try to help you overcome the fear you have. Another option would be to try goin to sleep with music and the lights on to take your mind off your fear or alternatively goin to sleep before your parents go to sleep could also help comfort you a little.

I've been to therapy, it didn't help.

get xanax's OR lortabs OR valiums, take 2.
drink a warm glass of milk and lay down and watch something incredibly boring about 2 hours before the time u want to go to sleep, watch it till you pass out from the pills on the first night, then itll be natural

Oh my.
My mother won't pay for any medication, I don't drink milk, I don't watch TV, and that sounds like a terrible way to live anyways.