12-27-2011, 03:36 AM
That's quite a combination of things we've got going on there. First of all, welcome to Support Forums.
I'm sorry to hear about your mother's cancer. It truly is a terrible condition. If you believe you should go through college, you're going to have to pay for yourself. I don't know if you currently do, but if you don't, get a job and save save save! Put plenty of money aside. One year later you should have enough to get into college, if you work hard enough.
As for your crazy mind, that's an amazing thing. Once you get into college and have a stable foundation in life, you can start to make use of how uniquely your brain works. Use your brain to figure out how you can express these stories. Whether it be blogging or writing stories, think of something. It'll also help you vent - people will respect you for your amazing mind, you won't have to feel so depressed that you 'can't act them out' - because if you tell people about them, you virtually will be. If that makes any sense.
That's what I'd do if I was in your situation, given the information you've provided.
I'm sorry to hear about your mother's cancer. It truly is a terrible condition. If you believe you should go through college, you're going to have to pay for yourself. I don't know if you currently do, but if you don't, get a job and save save save! Put plenty of money aside. One year later you should have enough to get into college, if you work hard enough.
As for your crazy mind, that's an amazing thing. Once you get into college and have a stable foundation in life, you can start to make use of how uniquely your brain works. Use your brain to figure out how you can express these stories. Whether it be blogging or writing stories, think of something. It'll also help you vent - people will respect you for your amazing mind, you won't have to feel so depressed that you 'can't act them out' - because if you tell people about them, you virtually will be. If that makes any sense.
That's what I'd do if I was in your situation, given the information you've provided.