12-20-2011, 02:33 AM
To say you are debating killing yourself is a cry for help.
Most that do kill themselves dont talk about it just do it.
This is a good thing. We dont want you killing yourself.
But as said above you are in a toxic environment for whatever reason and you need to get away from it.
Life throws you some crap some times i know mate.
But it does sound like alot of it was by your own hand. Hacking and the like.
For that you are going to have to stand up and be a man about it. (assuming your male ofcourse and not meant literally)
You cant pick your family. You get dealt the cards you get. Sounds like you got dealt a bad hand mate.
Get out of there and look after yourself and dont talk of killing yourself anymore.
Talk of how you can and will pull yourself out of the crap.
Good luck.
Most that do kill themselves dont talk about it just do it.
This is a good thing. We dont want you killing yourself.
But as said above you are in a toxic environment for whatever reason and you need to get away from it.
Life throws you some crap some times i know mate.
But it does sound like alot of it was by your own hand. Hacking and the like.
For that you are going to have to stand up and be a man about it. (assuming your male ofcourse and not meant literally)
You cant pick your family. You get dealt the cards you get. Sounds like you got dealt a bad hand mate.
Get out of there and look after yourself and dont talk of killing yourself anymore.
Talk of how you can and will pull yourself out of the crap.
Good luck.